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What Wedding Planning Taught Me About Grief and Love

Perspectives from a Wedding Therapist

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Weddings are known for their joyous and meaningful moments, bringing two people, two families, and the people that love them together to celebrate. At their core, they are a celebration—but not every moment of the experience feels that way. There are also many quiet, unspoken moments during a wedding and in the months leading up to it that can bring confusion, pain, and grief. We previously wrote about ambiguous loss and the various ways grief shows up during wedding planning. Today, we’re turning our attention to the grief that can come with losing a loved one.

Planning an event that is supposed to feel so joyful can become complicated when loved ones you wish were present are no longer physically part of the day. Whether you once imagined trying on gowns with your mom or talking through locations and menus with your dad, moving through this season without them can feel emotionally heavy and overwhelming. The unspoken pain of “doing it alone” or pretending you’re okay can leave you feeling lonely, sad, and guilty when moments of happiness inevitably arrive somewhere between the planning and the big day.

Grief rarely moves in a straight line. It tends to ebb and flow, like waves in the ocean, but during major life moments, it often becomes louder than we expect.

While planning my own wedding in 2024, I wasn’t exempt from these feelings. I had lost both of my parents before leaving for college in 2011, and by the time I was planning my wedding, my grief journey was well into its second decade. Still, I found myself learning new things about grief, especially how it can resurface during life’s biggest milestones. It surprised me at first, but from a psychological standpoint, it made sense–planning a day to remember while carrying deep sadness can feel excruciating. Throughout the eleven months of planning, the emotional load of loss came and went. Some days felt heavy and painful, while others left me proud of how I was navigating such an emotional season.

There were moments that felt like a sharp reminder of what was missing—like not being able to call my mom with a fun wedding idea, or realizing certain traditions wouldn’t be part of my day, like my dad walking me down the aisle or sharing a father–daughter dance. At the same time, finding ways to honor my parents brought moments of comfort and meaning. Holding both grief and happiness at once was a whirlwind; it also taught me so much about how grief shows up during weddings and how love and loss can coexist.

Weddings can intensify feelings of loss by making family roles more visible, requiring couples to rethink traditions, and navigating input from siblings, future in-laws, or friends. Grieving during this process is a normal and deeply human response, however this doesn’t come naturally (even after 10+ years of it). Grief rarely moves in a straight line. It tends to ebb and flow, like waves in the ocean, but during major life moments, it often becomes louder than we expect. You often don’t know what it will feel like until you’re in it. With that in mind, let’s get into some common emotional moments during wedding planning that may bring up unexpected grief.

The Engagement Glow

You just got engaged (yay!). Cue the calls, hugs, texts, emails, and ideas bouncing around in your head like you’re on a pickleball court. Your imagination runs wild in the best way thinking about flowers, outfits and venues, but then you realize that your person or people won’t be there with you. This first wave of sadness can feel overwhelming, and you may not know what to do with it. That’s okay. Let it flow however it needs to—through tears, journaling, or simply sitting with the feelings.

Holding both grief and happiness at once was a whirlwind; it also taught me so much about how grief shows up during weddings and how love and loss can coexist.

The Early Planning Stage

As planning begins, the opinions, decisions, and pressure start to pile up. Everyone has ideas, and you want (and NEED) guidance, reassurance, and grounding. The instinct to call a parent or loved one who is no longer here can feel especially strong. In those moments, the absence can feel louder, like reaching for something that’s no longer there, leaving a mix of longing, sadness, and even disbelief. When that wave hits, it can be disorienting, and you may not know where to place those feelings. This is your time to talk about it, write about it, or cry about it. All are fair game.

The Tradition Questions

Who will walk me down the aisle? Who will I get ready with? Who will dance with me while my partner dances with their parent? Who will give a speech? These questions often lead to even more questions: Do I keep the tradition, change it, or skip it altogether? The right answer is whatever feels meaningful to you. Traditions are meant to be passed down, but you also get to create your own, or even throw tradition out the window!

I walked halfway down the aisle by myself before my brother and brother-in-law escorted me the rest of the way. I skipped the father-daughter dance entirely and loved watching my husband dance with his mom. My siblings gave speeches along with my in-laws. It was empowering to honor some traditions, alter others, and create new ones.

Honoring Our Loved Ones

Some days felt heavy and painful, while others left me proud of how I was navigating such an emotional season.

Thinking about and planning ways to honor loved ones at a wedding is stressful. What will people think? Is it enough? Will I feel guilty, embarrassed, or longing on my big day? There is so much that goes into a wedding and these special moments can feel hard, but I know for me they felt incredibly powerful when I could look around and see pictures of my parents, put on a reimagined version of my mom’s wedding dress to dance in, and hear their names many times in speeches and the officiant’s words. I was even able to play my parents’ favorite songs to help bring them into the celebration! Some other ideas to consider are using significant colors, flowers or symbols in decor, including a private ritual before the ceremony, or writing a dedication in your wedding program.

Let Go of Expectations

Your wedding should reflect what you and your partner want it to look like. Give yourself permission to skip traditions, redesign moments, and protect your emotional boundaries. Everyone, and I mean everyone, will have an opinion, but honoring lost loved ones doesn’t need to be public or feel performative. Find ways that feel good to you and go with that.

Major life transitions often expand our emotional needs. Validation, space for mixed feelings, and permission to grieve and celebrate simultaneously are all essential. Everyone has their own timeline, comfort level with honoring lost loved ones, and emotional capacity. A partner who listens without trying to fix (unless you ask for that!), receiving understanding from family members, and flexibility in decisions can make the process just a little more manageable. Partners, friends, and community members are incredible sources of support. If those supports feel hard to access, therapy is a safe place for individuals and couples to process loss and relationship stress.

Wedding Grief and Wedding Therapy

Planning a wedding while grieving a parent or loved one can be emotionally complex, and people deserve support, language, and flexibility as they learn how to honor both their joy and their loss. In a therapeutic space, you can feel encouraged to talk openly about what feels meaningful, name what is hard, and check in about what kind of support you need. We often don’t know what we need during wedding planning until we’re in it. Be kind to yourself and remember that it’s not a sprint, it’s a marathon.

Your wedding doesn’t replace what’s been lost, but it can carry forward the love that shaped you.

After the stress, nerves, and mountains I climbed to get to and through my wedding day, I was absolutely exhausted (but still managed to book it to Australia on my honeymoon two days after the wedding!). It was eye-opening to experience grief coexisting with joy in such a unique way. Honoring loved ones on a day when they cannot be physically present is personal and deeply meaningful. Your wedding doesn’t replace what’s been lost, but it can carry forward the love that shaped you.

AisleTalk offers therapy and coaching for your relationship’s biggest moments — from breakups and new beginnings to wedding stress, premarital conversations, and the everyday work of balancing family, life, love, and loss. Even the most meaningful seasons can carry unexpected strain.

If this resonates, we invite you to book a free intro call with our team at Aisle-Talk to learn more about working together.

BLOG BY Molly Stern

Published on April 3, 2026